My New PATREON plus the Best Movies of 2024

Hey guess what, I just launched a Patreon! It’s fully free (for now, at least), and it already has some stuff!

I’ve released a zine about my favorite movies of 2024… I spent way too much time (but no regrets because it was fun!!) making a GIANT crossword puzzle about the movies of 2024. 150 movies from the year are referenced in the puzzle. I’d originally wanted to make the zine 4.25×5.5″ format but had to upgrade to 5.5×8.5″ because the crossword got so big! I hope you have fun with it!

cover of movies zine, with handdrawn text: It's hard, isnt it, being a person? the movies of 2024, by Lee, Lee Does Stuff. Drawing of a movie theater from the audience point of view, with a boot up and the backs of chairs, the zine title is on the movie screen. Below the boot and chairs are seven handdrawn movie posters, for: Do Not Expect Too Much From the End of the World, Lisa Frankenstein, My Old Ass, I Used to Be Funny, National Anthem, Woman of the Hour, The People's Joker

Besides that puzzle, the zine has two connect-the-dots pages, a Color Squared puzzle, a coloring page (plus the cover is kind of also that), my top movies list, and a bunch of customized recommendations for if you like certain kinds of movies.

photos of a hand holding the movies zine, on the left with the cover showing and on the right with it open to the crossword spread

photo of inside spread of zine with a pixel puzzle, and a screenshot of the zine—the bottom of that pixel puzzle page and the top of a page with this text: There happened to be a lot of very good or great films in '24 either made by trans filmmakers and/or about trans characters. These are all the good ones I saw and would recommend! I Saw the TV Glow (US dra-ma/horror; transfilmmaker) The People's Joker (US fantasy/comedy; trans film-maker/characters) Crossing (Georgian/Turkish drama; trans characters) National Anthem (US dra-ma; trans characters) Stress Positions (US comedy; trans filmmaker/character) Close to You (US drama; trans writer/producer/character) Carnage for Christmas (Australian horror; trans filmmaker/character) Will & Harper (US docu-mentary; trans subject)

The Patreon post with the zine includes two free pdf files: one is all the spreads of the zine, which can either be viewed on a screen or some can be printed out (the crossword will be easier to play printed out), and the other is a print file which will print double sided and fold into the complete zine!

In addition to the zine, I also made an elaborate video about the movies of 2024, which includes my best-of list and an awards show!

screenshot of video with text saying "First Annual Lee Does Stuff Movie Awards best of 2024" and below, "Find notes about all movies (where to stream etc), and links, in the description!

That’s on YouTube (and embedded below) but I also put it on Patreon so you can watch it there without yt ads, if you prefer. (Maybe if you love it, you could still give it a thumbs up on yt if you want to though?) The video features a bunch of fun awards that people suggested, like best knitwear, and best to craft to, and lots of not-craft-related ones too!

So I’ll blow through the rest of this post as briefly as I’m able to, showing you my favorite movies of 2024, and you can check out the zine and video for more. I will say that my list order is flexible… I finalized it like two weeks ago and as I was uploading these posters today I was already like, “Why did I put that ahead of that?!” a bunch of times—the order could be so different depending on my mood. They are ALL movies I loved and would recommend!!

A note: I modified my faves of 2023 list because there were two movies that were technically 2023 releases, though they weren’t available for me to see until 2024 so I’d been counting them as 2024, that were up near the top, and then I changed my mind at the end of the year. So, The Zone of Interest and Monster were retroactively added to my 2023 list. (This whole release date annoyance issue is the reason I didn’t finalize this year’s list until early February!)

movie poster: Evil Does Not Exist & movie poster: Humanist Vampire Seeking Consenting Suicidal Person & movie poster: The Girl with the Needle

First, honorable mentions! Evil Does Not Exist (Japanese ecological drama—this got a mention in the video), Humanist Vampire Seeking Consenting Suicidal Person (French Canadian quirky horror comedy), The Girl with the Needle (traumatizing Danish historical thriller that is way too relevant today).

movie poster: A Real Pain & movie poster: A Different Man & movie poster: The Seed of the Sacred Fig

A Real Pain (American—but takes place in Poland—comedy drama), A Different Man (American comedy drama that would pair nicely with The Substance), The Seed of the Sacred Fig (tense Iranian thriller).

movie poster: Flow & movie poster: Rebel Ridge & movie poster: Conclave

Flow (wordless Latvian animation), Rebel Ridge (entertaining and infuriating American action thriller), Conclave (verrry entertaining Vatican-set gossipy mystery that featured the loudest collective GASP I’ve ever heard in a theater).

movie poster: Trap & movie poster: National Anthem & movie poster: Slay

Trap (superduper fun American comedy thriller), National Anthem (gorgeous American drama—I talked about this one a bit in the video), Slay (American/Canadian comedy horror—I also mentioned this in the video!).

movie poster: Caddo Lake & movie poster: Lisa Frankenstein & movie poster: The Monk and the Gun

Caddo Lake (American drama… if you know nothing about this, I highly recommend watching it without reading the genres or anything else!), Lisa Frankenstein (American horror rom com), The Monk and the Gun (Bhutanese comedy drama—I watched this one way at the end, like the day before I finalized my list… I think it would’ve ranked higher if I’d had more time with it, it was really fun!).

And now on to my numbered top 20!

movie poster: Woman of the Hour & movie poster: The Fall Guy

20. The Fall Guy. American action rom com. Just so much fun! The perfect version of the type of movie it is.

19. Woman of the Hour. American thriller drama. A movie I liked more the longer I sat with it, thought about it, read other people’s thoughts on it, etc.

movie poster: River & movie poster: Perfect Days

18. Perfect Days. Japanese drama. I’d originally had this higher, then bumped it down… but I still go back and forth on whether it should be in the top 10 actually. Beautiful film.

17. River. Extremely cute and fun Japanese time-loop comedy! SO MUCH FUN! See it! It’s streaming free with a library card on Hoopla! I wish the poster looked more silly and fun, how the movie actually is.

movie poster: Ghostlight & movie poster: The People's Joker

16. The People’s Joker. American super-independent comicbook comedy. Absolutely LOVE this movie’s whole deal. Did not quite connect to it personally because I was never a comic book kid or a batman world fan so I just didn’t get a lot of the references and jokes and stuff, and also I’m cis. Think it’s awesome. I talked about this a bit in my video.

15. Ghostlight. Beautiful American family drama. Just love it. Cried my eyes out.

movie poster: The Substance & movie poster: Thelma

14. Thelma. American comedy. Fantastic. Talked about it in my video.

13. The Substance. US-set body-horror by a French filmmaker. Probably tied with Conclave for my most memorable theater experience. Won a fun award in my video.

movie poster: Do Not Expect Too Much From the End of the World & movie poster: Kneecap

12. Kneecap. Belfast-set comedy drama mostly in Irish. So damn much fun.

11. Do Not Expect Too Much From the End of the World. Romanian comedy drama. Talked about this in my video. It was in my top 10 until the very end when I saw a few last minute and had to move things around.

movie poster: Sing Sing

10. Sing Sing. American drama. So fucking good.

movie poster: Red Rooms

9. Red Rooms. French Canadian thriller. So fucked up.

movie poster: Crossing

8. Crossing. Georgian/Turkish drama (characters are from Georgia and travel to Istanbul where it mostly takes place). Just completely fell in love with this obscure film I watched on Mubi. Wanted it to be twice as long to keep hanging out with the characters. Talked about it a little in the video.

movie poster: I Used to Be Funny

7. I Used to Be Funny. Canadian drama. Another more obscure one I completely fell in love with. Bought it on blu ray already. Don’t really want to give away what it’s about because it plays with time, narratively, but it’s streaming free with a library card on Kanopy and it’s also on Netflix, so you should watch it. Rachel Sennott is so good.

movie poster: Green Border

6. Green Border. Polish drama. This ripped me apart. Hardest watch of the year. My letterboxd review: “Absolutely one of the hardest films I’ve ever watched but I’m glad I did. If you can make it through the first half you’ll find much more hope for humanity in the second half.” That second half was very important and the reason it’s in my top 10.

movie poster: Nickel Boys

5. Nickel Boys. American drama. Gorgeous. Love everything about it and also hate what it’s about but it’s so good. Cried so hard.

movie poster: My Old Ass

4. My Old Ass. American-made Canada-set coming-of-age drama with some rom com and a little sci-fi if you want to call it that, or magical realism perhaps. Hit me so hard. LOVED it.

movie poster: Hundreds of Beavers

3. Hundred of Beavers. Extremely independent American comedy. Hilarious and amazing. Talked about it in the video. It’s streaming in lots of free places (kanopy, hoopla, tubi) so you have no excuse not to check it out!

movie poster: Problemista

2. Problemista. American comedy. So glad I got to see this in the theater because I feel like so few people have even seen it at all and it’s sooooo freaking good!! Funny, clever, innovative, heartwarming, just fantastic!

movie poster: I Saw the TV Glow
  1. I Saw the TV Glow. American drama horror. So glad we went to see this on opening night (which we almost never do) having no idea it would end up being my number one of the year! Rose to the top thanks to lots of thoughtful people talking/writing about it, and interviews with the filmmaker, helping me to see what I may have missed on the first viewing and gain extra appreciation. Loved it as I was watching it the first time, but I think I gave it a 4 or 4.5 star rating immediately then raised it to 5 after hearing it talked about. Beautiful, heartbreaking, unique film. Soup party!

The notes under the YouTube video give where everything is streaming right now, but if some time has passed you can use the JustWatch site or app to check where they are available! Keep in mind that JustWatch can be incorrect about library apps Kanopy & Hoopla, which are excellent ways to watch lots of things, but you may need to discover them there and not depend on JustWatch for those. Happy movie watching!!

Red Nick’s Fancy Hat!

About two and a half years ago my brother’s girlfriend Michelle reached out to me. She works as a costumer and shopper in Hollywood, dressing characters in movies and shows like Death Wish, The Morning Show, and All Rise, for example. She had gotten a job on this exciting movie with some big-name celebs, they needed some hand-knit items, and she thought of me! So cool! The items needed were specifically Santa Hats.

Spoiler to get the links in here up front: This resulted in my new Red Nick’s Fancy Hat free pattern, on payhip here and on ravelry here!

Lee and Jessica together wearing their santa hats

They needed two different kinds of hats, and the costume designers for the movie designed approximately how they wanted them to look. It was too much work for just me, so I took on the colorwork hat, and enlisted my buddy Jessica (Insomnia Knitting) to do the more casual ribbed hat (Rustic Red One; ravelry link). We each needed to provide four hats for the movie, and for the complex colorwork one that was too much for my hands to manage in the time allowed, so my other knitting friend Anna jumped on board to knit two of my pattern.

yarn ideas and a long narrow swatch using the different yarns

Once we were all on board for the project, we got the details figured out, which involved a lot of swatching and back-and-forth with the movie designers to make yarn and pattern decisions. I gave them lots of ideas for yarns…

a small swatch with a brown contrasting color and two swatches with the red yarns

…and, for my hat, they decided on a subtle red-on-red tweed look, landing on Provincial Tweed in darker red for the main color, and Swish merino in a slightly lighter red for the contrasting color. Classy Santa.

close-up of red-on-red movie hat version laying flat

So I finalized the colorwork pattern and we knit all the hats! At some point in the process, we learned more about the movie—that our hats would be worn by JK Simmons as Santa!

JK Simmons dressed as Santa wearing a hat with white fur trim

Very exciting. And then we learned that it was some kind of wild action-comedy-Christmas movie also starring The Rock and Chris Evans. It was so fun starting to see photos of our hats popping up on Dwayne Johnson’s instagram feed!!

Red One movie poster with JK Simmons as Nick wearing a ribbed knit hat

Then a lot of time passed (this was all in summer through fall of 2022). Finally, earlier this year, the movie was scheduled for release this November, and the trailer came out. And then posters, and merch even! JK’s main hat (in all the marketing stuff) is Jessica’s ribbed pattern, and it’s so fun and wild to see her hat on action figures!

screenshot of movie trailer (below it says RED ONE | Official Trailer 2) with JK Simmons smiling in fur-trim hat and subtitle reading "Last night, Red One, also known as Saint Nicholas of Myra, was abducted."

My hat is the one in the trailer with the fur trim, so you can’t really see the actual hat hardly at all but I’m reeeally hoping you can see it in the movie! I think the ribbed one is his everyday Santa hat, and my fancy fur-lined one is like his Christmas-Night/special-occasion look.

red-on-red movie hat version laying flat

So then once the movie was on the horizon, I knit up a new sample of the pattern with higher-contrast yarns, and I put it into a pdf for you!

Red Nick's Fancy Hat pdf cover page

It’s a free pattern and the colorwork is just charts. It’s just the one size but some notes are included for adjusting your gauge to customize the size. The yarns used are worsted that leans light, DK-ish, and it’s worked at a tight gauge, so DK yarn should also work, especially if you want your hat not quite so big.

Lee wearing the santa hat with it falling to the side, over the shoulder

Yardage requirements don’t include the pom-pom, which could be a store-bought faux-fur style, or could be made using stash yarn or leftovers or a combination. My pom-pom was actually made with the dark red Provincial Tweed from the movie version of the hat, a yarn which isn’t used in my pattern sample. The pattern sample flips the main and contrasting yarns, using the Swish as the MC and the Provincial Tweed in the Cream color as the CC.

Lee and Jessica together wearing their santa hats

I love that Jessica’s hat pattern includes tons of custom sizes and notes for making it your own, plus the stretchy ribbing makes it even more versatile, so it’s a great gift hat option! So whether you want a quicker custom knit or a fancy colorwork piece, you can wear the same hat as JK Simmons this holiday season! So weird!

Lee holding the santa hat up to show how long it is and Lee wearing the santa hat with it falling straight back

Oh btw side note, this free pattern pdf is in my new pattern template that I’m juuuust starting to roll out. So far I’ve updated a few other free patterns—Blur, Scant, and Waving Chevrons Scarf—plus Swivel (those are payhip links, ravelry links: Blur, Scant, Waving Chevrons Scarf, Swivel). I’m still kinda getting things figured out but I do plan to update a lot of my old patterns, especially ones that aren’t part of collections/ebooks, into the new template, over time.

screenshot of 2 pages of Waving Chevron Scarf pattern pdf

For some of my old paid patterns, I also plan to knit new samples and kinda upgrade them, and probably raise the prices at that point, but anyone who bought the older version of the pattern will get the update. That’ll be a 2025 thing, but just letting you know now!

Lee and Jessica together wearing their santa hats

And I’ll leave you with one more shot of Jessica and I laughing at how wild this whole movie hat thing is!!

My October Horror Movie Sweater Project!

After rounding up all my movie theater sweaters in September, I decided to plan out a horror movie sweater for October, since I had a plan to watch as many horror movies as possible in the month! And since I’d be knitting at home instead of in theaters, I could do more than round-and-round stockinette. So I picked out yarn from my stash and a cardigan pattern to go with it!

Lee smiling wearing cardigan outside, buttoned

And thennnn, since I’m in a trying-out-new-things phase, I decided to try out doing a series of youtube videos to talk about the project as I did it. I recorded a video each Thursday of the month, showing my sweater progress and talking about each movie I watched while knitting, concluding with showing the just-finished sweater on the 31st!

image of couch with a tuxedo cat and poster images of 7 movies, with text "My October Horror Movie Sweater Project Week 2"

The first week I introduced the project, talked about the Jill Draper Makes Stuff yarn I used, and the Amy Herzog pattern (from Knit Wear Love) I chose, and I shared the first three movies I’d watched while knitting the first three stripes.

Lee wearing cardigan outside, unbuttoned with hands in pockets and wide-leg pants

Then I kind of let the videos evolve… I’d originally thought I wouldn’t talk about the movies very much, but then when recording, I just… did talk about them much. Oops. So, oh well, that’s what the videos became, mostly my silly little movie reviews.

image of Lee with surprised face holding knitting, with a tuxedo cat and poster images of 6 movies, with text "My October Horror Movie Sweater Project Week 3"

In week 3 I learned how to add clips from the movies into the video so there’s more to look at than just me. Part of this video project was me learning to make videos, using software I’d never used before to edit, use a new mic, etc. I actually went to college partially for filmmaking (I was a “media arts” major which included a lot of film) so I did a lot of video making then, but that was over 20 years ago! So I was using different cameras and software, and I also pretty much forgot everything I learned back then anyway.

image of Lee holding blu rays in front of a dvd shelf, with poster images of 7 movies, with text "My October Horror Movie Sweater Project Week 4"

So this has been a fun little experiment. I’ve definitely learned a lot. I enjoyed doing it, but not sure where I’ll go next with video-making. I might make video tutorials for some of the knitting techniques that I had tutorials for on my old knitting site that doesn’t exist anymore. But not sure what would be useful, what doesn’t already have tons of tutorials on youtube already. Let me know if there’s something you want to see!

Lee smiling wearing cardigan outside, hands in pockets, buttoned

There’s a playlist on my youtube channel with all five videos if you want to check them out. There are multiple “Lee Does Stuff” accounts on youtube that aren’t me btw; I’m just Lee Meredith over there. My channel has a bunch of very old knitting tutorial videos, which were meant to just accompany patterns that used the techniques. And then there are some fun little videos from my Color Squared book too.

image of Lee wearing finished cardigan petting a tuxedo cat and poster images of 7 movies, with text "My October Horror Movie Sweater Project Week 5 finished"

I talked about the cardigan construction in the videos, especially in the last one when it was finished. I even included a quick little afterthought pockets tutorial in that last video! I love how it turned out!

Lee smiling wearing cardigan outside, hands in pockets

I included timestamps throughout all the videos, so if you just want to see the knitting content you can skip the movies, or you can just watch the movie bits that interest you. I didn’t ramble toooo much about each movie, but they add up so the videos are a bit more lengthy than intended. Oh well! I also edited all the captions so they’re somewhat accurate, and I included all the links I could think of in the descriptions. And for each movie I put on the screen where they are currently streaming!

Lee wearing cardigan in a bookstore

I enjoyed doing this so I’m thinking about planning another movie knitting project for March to go along with the March Around the World challenge (that I blogged about here). I might encourage other knitters to join me in doing a movie-knitting sweater that month, like with an instagram hashtag and stuff… might be fun??

For now, I encourage everyone to knit while watching movies because it’s the best!!

Oh and lastly, I ended up watching a total of 70 horror movies in October!! See them all in a letterboxd list here. My favorites that I recommend are: La Llorona, Vampire’s Kiss, Infested, Slay, Ghostwatch, Vamp, Tammy & the T-Rex, Die Alone, As Above So Below, Woman of the Hour (not reeeally horror but has horror elements for sure), and Caddo Lake which is totally not horror but I watched it mistakenly thinking it was and ended up loving it!

handwritten list of horror subgenres with tally marks and the text below: I watched 70 horror movies in October! I was curious to see how balanced they were so I tallied up the subgenres (limiting 1 subgenre per movie so I had to make calls on some and there's no comedy genre because those all fit another one too)

Movie Sweater Projects!

Since two of my main obsessions/hobbies are knitting and watching movies, of course I love to find ways to combine the two! Knitting while watching movies is obvious, and something I do pretty much every single day, but I also like to plan out projects around my movie watching sometimes.

Lee standing outside with plants behind, wearing a striped blue and green sweater with a gold colorwork design on the top and bottom edges, and a green hat

Before I started my new graphic design career, I mostly just knit accessories I was designing, then when I was no longer designing patterns I started mainly knitting sweaters. When I was knitting the plain body of this Ocean pullover (ravelry link) in 2019, I decided to take it with me to a movie in the theater and, whoa, game changer! I learned that as long as my knitting is plain knitting around-and-around I could fully knit for 2 hours straight in the dark, no problem!

Lee wearing a knit sweater in speckles on a white background on the body and sleeves and colored-background speckles (blue, purple, pink, green) around the twisted-rib yoke

So I knit the entire body of that one in theaters, and when that was done I immediately planned out my next movie theater project. This time, I planned a striped sweater where each stripe would be one movie.

I picked out two colors in a soft cotton-blend yarn and started taking it to movies in January 2020, making it to four movies before… you know. That stopped being an option. So, the bottom 4 stripes were knit in theaters to Dark Waters, Color Out of Space, Birds of Prey, and Frozen II. Then the rest of the body stripes I knit to movies at home: It Chapter II, Transit, The Half of It, and Portrait of a Lady on Fire. Then I just knit stripes to match for the sleeves and top:

Lee looking to the side wearing a plaid mask that matches the top that's peeking out under her striped speckly green and black cotton knit sweater

I didn’t start going back to movies in the theater until summer of last year. At that time, I had my Improvised Cable-Yoke Sweater body on the needles so I had that in theaters until I completed the body. Once I started getting used to going to the theater and knew that was part of my life once again, I started planning a new theater sweater, of course! I picked out a buuuunch of coordinating colors and swatched up the yarn and picked out a pattern (Tensho—rav link), then I knit the bottom colorwork section at home. Oh I actually knit the bottom ribbing in a theater but I did conclude that stockinette is the ideal theater knitting!

2 photos of Lee standing outside with plants behind, wearing a striped blue and green sweater with a gold colorwork design on the top and bottom edges, black pants with rainbows on them, and a green hat, 1 looking forward and arms up and 1 with back to camera

So for this one, I started really keeping track of the movie knitting more, keeping a log in my ravelry notes of each movie stripe and the rating I gave each movie!

Bottom ribbing (Mt Scott colorway): Anatomy of a Fall (rating 9 stars/10)
Solid chunk above the bottom colorwork (Mt Scott colorway): Killers of the Flower Moon (8/10)
Springfield stripe: Priscilla (8/10)
Italian Ice Speckle stripe: Saltburn (4/10)
Cattail: Dream Scenario (7/10)
Foster Powell: Godzilla Minus One (7/10)
Mt Scott: Poor Things (9/10)
Springfield: The Boy and the Heron (7/10)
Italian Ice Speckle: All of Us Strangers (7/10)
Cattail: Past Lives (10/10) (only knit for half the movie) & The Zone of Interest (9/10)

in-progress blue and green blended striped sweater body with gold colorwork design along bottom edge

And then for the sleeves—two at a time (always!)—I decided to also do movie stripes, but at home because I can’t be messing with magic loop tangles and shaping in the dark!

Sleeve solid chunk above the bottom colorwork (Northstar Kettle): Ordet (8/10)
Springfield stripe: Pather Panchali (8/10)
Italian Ice Speckle: Amanda (7/10)
Cattail: I Do Not Care If We Go Down in History as Barbarians (8/10)
Foster Powell: Dead Pigs (7/10)
Springfield: The Battle of Algiers (9/10)
Italian Ice Speckle: Häxan (6/10)
Cattail: Incendies (8/10)

Lee standing in a hallway with hanging plants behind, wearing a striped blue and green sweater with a gold colorwork design on the top and bottom edges, and a green hat and white face mask

Once I finished the theater body section of the above sweater, I immediately started a new theater project, an improvised tee (rav link)! This one is just a box with a wide mitered neckline, and I did the colored movie stripes rotating between three colors, with 1-row white stripes between them. Those stripes were helpful—I took the time to knit them at home and inspect the previous movie stripe for errors, since the silk-blend yarn was slippery and I’d often split a stitch or something else that I could just drop down and fix at home.

Lee standing on a bridge with a river behind, wearing a green/orange/aqua striped knit tee and a white and yellow/green bucket hat

Stripe 1 (orange): American Fiction (rating 7/10)
Stripe 2 (green): Lisa Frankenstein (8/10)
Stripe 3 (aqua): Drive Away Dolls (7/10)
Stripe 4 (orange): Problemista (9/10)
Stripe 5 (green): Immaculate (7/10)
Stripe 6 (aqua): Late Night with the Devil (7/10)
Stripe 7 (orange): Monkey Man (7/10)
Stripe 8 (green): Challengers (7/10)
Stripe 9 (aqua): Civil War (6/10)
Stripe 10 (orange): Abigail (7/10)
Stripe 11 (green): I Saw the TV Glow (10/10)
Stripe 12 (aqua): Evil Does Not Exist (8/10)
Stripe 13 (orange): Furiosa (7/10)

2 photos of Lee standing on a bridge wearing a green/orange/aqua striped knit tee and a white and yellow/green bucket hat, 1 looking to the side and 1 with back to camera

Once I completed the body of that one, I planned out my next theater knitting, doing something different this time. I decided I wanted to use up some leftovers—specifically, the tote bag full of small balls left over from my Hue Shift blanket project (rav link) from a few years ago! (That blanket was also a movie project, but this post is about sweaters, so I’ll talk about that another time!) The blanket used 40 colors and I had small quantities of almost all of them, in worsted superwash wool.

Hue Shift rainbow colored mitered square blanket laying flat on a bed

I decided to hold it double for a quick and warm sweater, making marled stripes, and I planned out the order of the stripes and approximately how they’d marl when held together.

3 photos of yarn all in a long rainbow order, first purple through blues and blue-greens, then greens through yellows, then yellows through oranges, reds, pinks

Once I got started, I thought about how this project would work as a theater project, and I made a couple of giant balls of pre-spliced yarn to work from. I started with purples at the bottom, so then I spliced together through all the shades of blues and greens, so that I could just knit and knit and not worry about color changes.

2 photos of yarn balls, on the left is two balls of yarn with a hand holding where 2 yarns are spliced together, on the right is an in-progress ribbed sweater bottom and 2 large balls of yarn in different shades of blue

I used the Carbeth pattern (with some minor mods but basically as written) and because of how the stripes worked, there’s no correspondence with this one between the stripes and the movies I knit to. But I think the movies I knit the body in were: It’s Such a Beautiful Day, A Quiet Place: Day One, The Fall Guy, Kinds of Kindness, and Longlegs.

2 photos of Lee standing outside with plants and a colorful door behind, wearing a blendy striped rainbow colored sweater, black pants with rainbows on them, and a red and white bandana, 1 looking forward and 1 with back to camera

I think this will get a lot of wear in the winter—it’s so cozy and warm! There are some things I’d do differently if I were to make it again, particularly with the yoke stripes, but I actually ran out of my Hue Shift leftovers in the yoke and I had to scramble with my stash to find some pink and red yarns to make it work. So, not exactly as I envisioned, but pretty close!

Lee standing outside with plants and a colorful door behind, wearing a blendy striped rainbow colored sweater, black pants with rainbows on them, and a red and white bandana

And of course I have another movie project on the needles right now! This one is another cotton-blend sweatshirt-y kinda vibe, in allll different colors. I’m knitting the body in theaters and the sleeves to movies at home (rav link).

in-progress knit sweater body and sleeves, all striped in different colors

Above is a shot I took a couple of movies ago—sleeves are finished there. I may have finished the body in a movie yesterday, not sure, but below is the body now. And here are the movies and ratings!

Body (in theaters):
(grey) Twisters (rating 6/10)
(dark blue) Trap (7/10)
(light blue) Cuckoo (7/10)
(coral) Alien: Romulus (7/10)
(green) Strange Darling (7/10)
(dark red) Blink Twice (6/10)
(light green) Red Rooms (8/10)
(white) Inside Out 2 (7/10)
(yellow) The Substance (8/10)

Sleeves (at home)—different colors for the two sleeves:
Femme (cuffs) (4/10)
Fancy Dance (8/10)
Oddity (7/10)
Holy Spider (7/10)
Tótem (8/10)
Rebel Ridge (7/10)

in-progress knit sweater body, all striped in different colors

If you love both movies and knitting, I recommend theater knitting! And if you like adding a kind of game/randomized element to your knitting, try movie stripes. I think it’s fun for the stripes to be slightly different widths because there’s a meaning behind each one. Nerdy maybe but I like it!

My most eventful quick trip to California

I flew down to California to visit my family four weeks ago, and flew back to Portland a few days later with a completely different life! I already knew I’d be heading down with no tattoos and coming back with one; I didn’t know I’d be heading down with a job and coming back without one. So here I am a few weeks after it all went down, figuring out my new life now, and ready to start sharing here on the blog, where I plan to be posting a lot more frequently now!

Almost Lee's whole family at Universal Studios posing in front of the Psycho house

We went down to my parents’ house on Wednesday July 10th; the next day we went to Universal Studios with my parents, brother, sister-in-law, nieces, and other two brothers to join later in the day. Sometime around late morning, I learned that I no longer had a job! Company reorg meant several of my coworkers learned their positions were cut, and the timing was just a bit unlucky for me!

2 photos at Universal Studios: Nico and Cosi playing at Nintendo World and Lee and Pete smiling in front of Jurassic World

The rest of that day felt a lot like a dream, being at this theme park, going over everything in head, what my new life would look like, the things I needed to do once I got back home. Knowing I wouldn’t be back until the following week so I just had to kind of sit on everything and enjoy my trip and family time as much as possible because there was no point in letting that be ruined. It definitely wasn’t ruined, it was just made very weird. Having this massive life change happen at a moment when nothing had really actually happened yet, I was still on my vacation, it was just kind of looming.

Lee teaching Nico how to knit at a kitchen table

Anyway, the next day we got up in the morning and my 10-year-old niece Nico asked if I could teach her how to knit!!!! Best question ever. I spent a few hours learning that she’s a complete genius (I already knew she was a smarty but holy moly)—after like 2 hours she knew knit stitch, bind-off, long tail cast on (!!), and magic loop method! And she kept wanting to learn more and more so I explained to her the difference between knit & purl, in the round & flat, stockinette & garter, and what ribbing is, etc etc. She was so excited to learn. We took a trip to the nearest craft store and I got her some yarn and needles to keep her going, and printed out the learn-to booklet tutorials I made for my old job, and she says she’s continued knitting after that day! This was a big highlight of the trip of course!

2 photos: Hollywood stars in front of Amoeba store and things bought at Amoeba: I Saw the TV Glow vinyl soundtrack, Robocop blu ray, Pee-Wee's Big Adventure DVD, and The Runaways blu ray, with an Amoeba bag

Then we had a picnic and got to meet my new sister-in-law’s family, and then my parents took us to Amoeba, yay! Love that place. Then the next day we hung out with my parents around Burbank and then, the reason for the trip, my brother’s wedding party was that night. They technically (legally) got hitched last December, but this was the big party, families and friends coming together to celebrate.

Renee and Matt on stage for their wedding speeches

Their dress code for guests was: pick a color and wear all that color (no black or white). I started my outfit planning by shopping for shoes, and I scored yellow Dr Martens on ebay, never worn perfect condition, yessssss. I got yellow shoelaces too for extra yellow. So then I went fabric shopping at Bolt and picked a solid and a print, even though I know for the dress code I should’ve just stuck with a solid only, but I didn’t want to make a solid-color dress, to be quite honest, because I just like prints best. So I planned to pair the solid with the print. I just needed to pick a pattern! After searching around and sewing a couple of sample dresses, I landed on the Crepe wraparound dress by Colette (or Seamwork). Here’s the test one I made with some fun cotton fabric I got free from work, and then the official one in the Bolt linen-blend fabrics.

2 photos of Lee wearing dresses—on the left the dress is black with gold, red, and blue fish; on the right the dress is yellow and white with yellow flowers

And then I made a matching hat and mask cover with the fabric leftovers, and grabbed my yellow glasses, some vintage yellow earrings, and I even bought some new yellow socks from Sock Dreams. I also bought a yellow keffiyeh that I thought I might wear but it was too hot (duh) so I turned it in my purse instead. The morning of the party, I impulsively decided to paint my nails, which I hadn’t done since high school, and I also found this fun bracelet at a little craft fair we stopped at that day.

2 photos: Lee's hand with yellow bracelets and painted yellow nails, on top of her yellow dress; Pete and Lee posing in their wedding party outfits

A pretty rad thing Matt & Renee did for the wedding party was to pick an official wedding tattoo and have tattoo artists at the party! I got to 42-years-old with no tattoos but I always kinda thought I’d get some eventually, so here was my chance to break the seal!

2 photos: Lee and Lee's dad each getting tattooed

Surprisingly, our dad also decided to go for it! Also his first. So it was the two of us first timers, and my other brothers Ben and Paul who already have about a thousand tattoos between them, all getting them together at the same time. Such a fun family activity!

Ben, Lee, and Paul all getting tattooed and our dad talking to the guy about his tattoo

The tattoo is the empathy symbol, which was created in 1973 by an anti-war activist. I wanted mine somewhere a little discreet since it’s my only tattoo for now, but I do plan to get more! Probably in places less painful than on the spine!

2 photos: Lee's dad and Lee showing off their finished tattoos
Lee and her 3 brothers and dad, all showing off their new tattoos

The party also had a great live band playing 90s cover songs, a fun digital photo booth, and a Palestinian food cart which matched my keffiyeh! Plus temporary tattoos for anyone who didn’t want a real one.

Lee and Pete wearing masks, Lee holding a weird burger printout, and Pete holding a liquor bottle printout
Lee and Pete with their nieces Nico and Cosi
Lee and her 3 brothers
4 photo strips side by side, each with 4 photos from the wedding party
2 photos: Lee at the Palestinian food cart with her yellow Keffiyeh purse; Pete and Lee, Lee's back to the camera showing her fresh tattoo

Just in case things didn’t feel hectic and eventful enough already, the party happened a couple of hours after Trump was shot! Pete and I learned about it while getting ready to head out the door and told my parents in the car, and then everyone did a good job of not talking about it at all during the actual party so that was good! What a week!!

2 photos: Lee and Pete smiling at Balboa Park and a shot of the pond with lily pads at Balboa Park

The next day, we headed down to San Diego to stay in a hotel with Pete’s parents who were there to be close to the hospital where his dad had just had surgery while recovering. Again, very weird and eventful vacation. We first met going to school in San Diego (we met at the college radio station, then reconnected a few years later, post college), so we had fun revisiting some of our old neighborhoods and fave restaurants during our couple of days down there.

2 photos: Bronx Pizza slices and El Zarape wall

That day, while out for dinner and to grab a few things, I cut my arm really badly on a dirty sharp metal edge at a store. The next day we found a pharmacy after lunch and I got a fresh new tetanus shot since I wasn’t up to date on that. Fun vacation activities!

2 photos: Lee posing with her tetanus shot bandage in front of CVS pharmacy and Pokez front of building

And then that morning I got news that the thing I’d been most scared of happening for the past 4.5 years finally happened: my immunocompromised mom tested positive for covid. It was a huge kick in the stomach and I was terrified about what would happen, but my parents had just gotten the most up-to-date booster a month earlier so that timing was pretty ideal, and she was able to get on paxlovid immediately. Also, we’d been extra super-safe with Pete’s parents and always worn masks in the hotel room with them and eaten meals separately, so we were extremely relieved that we’d made the choice to be that safe once we learned the bad news. In the end, my mom did get very sick (still is, three weeks later) but never had to go to the hospital, I’m sure thanks to the vax & pax. My dad tested positive the following day, and also was quite sick but is recovering.

2 photos of succulent plants over rocks

Pete and I never got it (I tested twice), due to some combination of luck, masking indoors everywhere except for in the house, using a CPC mouthwash every night, sleeping with the window open and a fan on, and having gotten the Novavax shot last November. Of course, having stayed in the same house, I think luck was probably the largest factor of them all. Thank the universe that we didn’t have to deal with having covid again on top of everything else going on!

2 photos: Lou's Records and food from In N Out

So there were the many highlights/lowlights of this short little trip to see my family. What a time. As soon as I got back, I dealt with returning my laptop and getting my stuff from the office, and some paperwork, and I’m in the process of getting on unemployment (my plan is actually to try to get on Oregon’s self-employment assistance since that’s more in line with my goals now), and then a week after returning I volunteered at TypeCon for four days. So the whirlwind continued. Finally this week I’ve been settling into a new routine (kinda not really but yeah), coming down from the chaotic state of mind I was in for those couple of weeks. Phew!

2 photos of succulent / cactus plants

More to come about the future for sure, but for now… I’ve removed all mentions (I think, I hope) of sales being donated to mutual aid, since now I need sales for boring things like groceries and bills. I’ll be putting a lot of my time towards mutual aid stuff though, and some money too, so buying patterns from me does still support mutual aid work in some way. Anyway, I plan to start updating old patterns, and to start putting some new things into the world too, so this blog will be put to more use now! See you soon!

Something better, something beautiful (my ’21 & ’22 music playlists)

“Stop asking musicians what they think”
He said softly as he poured himself a second drink
And outside, the world slipped over the brink
We all thought we had nothing to lose
That we could trust in crossed fingers and horseshoes
That everything would work out, no matter what we choose

The first time it was a tragedy
The second time is a farce
Outside it’s 1933 so I’m hitting the bar

If I was of the greatest generation I’d be pissed
Surveying the world that I built slipping back into this
I’d be screaming at my grandkids: “We already did this”
Be suspicious of simple answers
That shit’s for fascists and maybe teenagers
You can’t fix the world if all you have is a hammer

But I don’t know what’s going on anymore
The world outside is burning with a brand new light
But it isn’t one that makes me feel warm
Don’t go mistaking your house burning down for the dawn


-Frank Turner (from the song 1933)

If you’ve been following my blog/work for a long time, you may remember that I used to be very into making mix CDs. I even made a knitting pattern collection with pattern names inspired by albums and I made a mix CD to go with it. I was reeeally into making mixes in college and for years after I’d make themed mix CDs for occasions. I made a moving to Portland mix in 2007, a 2-year anniversary of living in Portland mix in 2009, and a wedding mix in 2010, and I posted about some older mixes here too. In the era of music streaming, mix CDs are a forgotten artform, but at least we can still make playlists!

I’ve made lots of playlists over the years, but in 2021 I got a especially obsessive and made a big one that I spent way too much time on. I started building it in 2020 then kept adding to it through around spring 2021 when I decided to finalize it and call it done. It’s called Rage & Hope and the whole 54-track playlist is available on Tidal (the streaming service I use and I highly recommend!! They pay artists way better than spotify and basically everything can be found there, and you can even transfer your playlists from one to the other if you decide to switch!), as well as on Spotify here, and on YouTube here.

screenshot of Tidal playlist top of the page, 4 album covers and the words "Rage & Hope Created by me, alternative playlist title: Five Thousand Fists in the Sky, 54 tracks (3:13:48)" with first six tracks: Rainforest by Noname, All You Fascists Bound To Lose by Resistance Revival Chorus, Rhiannon Giddens, God Save The Hungry by Grace Petrie, walking in the snow by Run The Jewels, El-P, Killer Mike, Yes All Cops by Worriers, Fight the Power (Pt. 1 & 2) by The Isley Brothers

And then I made a followup in 2022, again adding new songs as I discovered them throughout 2021 and finalizing the playlist in spring 2022. This one is only 44 tracks and I put more thought into the order, so the playlist name Anxiety & Action is the order of the songs, somewhat. I really really love this playlist. It’s also on Tidal, Spotify, and YouTube. (All the song lyrics in this post are songs from the Anxiety & Action playlist unless otherwise noted.)

screenshot of Tidal playlist top of the page, 4 album covers and the words "Anxiety & Action created by me, Don't tell us to light a candle when we have come to start a fire. Playlist created in 2021–2022, finalized in May '22. Meant to be listened to in order (the order is anxiety -> action) but of course skip around as you like! 44 tracks (2:35:24) 4 fans" with first six tracks: Fantasy Baseball at the End of the World by John K. Samson, 1933 by Frank Turner, Bad Year by The Spook School, Some Days Are Worse Than Others by Grace Petrie, End of the World by Worriers, Atlantic by The Weather Station

Now that some time has passed, I’ve started slowly building a third one in the series, maybe to finalize later this year, we’ll see. Working on that has made me go back and listen to these two more and want to share them with you! I put a lot of work and heart into them so I hope you listen and enjoy ❤ And if you know any songs that you think would fit well with these, that might be a good track for my third one, let me know!

And now for more lyrics…

From common grief to Bristol up in flames
We came here begging justice and instead we got the blame
For peace disturbed, out on the streets tonight
And watching on the BBC you know something’s not right
When mourners come with candles and with flowers
Are wrestled three on one, and pinned down by the state’s full powers
This is their world. And these have been the rules
But we have come to break it down with bloody fingernails for tools

This threat of violence, this tightrope wire
We can no longer bear it, we are all too fucking tired
No minutes’ silence, we will sing higher
Don’t tell us to light a candle when we have come to start a fire

Safe at home, you watch it on TV
And never think that one day you could be the enemy
That you might one day be under attack
From all that should protect you, hoping someone has your back
The history books are screaming from the shelves
That no government who outlaws speaking to defend ourselves
Has good things planned; a storm ahead I see
And not one of us will bear it without solidarity
Oh I see trouble all my days
This ailing failing world sends signs of fire and flood and plague
But from the rubble, from the razed
The mightiest cathedral from these ashes we will raise

Take heart my sisters
And this fire will never die
And take heart my comrades
And no one left behind

If I spend my life on the losing side
You can lay me down knowing that I tried
There’s a better world and on a quiet day
When I hold my breath I can hear her say
She’s on her way


– Grace Petrie (from Losing Side)

album cover - photo of Grace Petrie divided in half, the right side black and white and the left side red, with the words Queer As Folk

If you like protest-y (some songs more than others, some not at all) folk-y singer-songwriter-y type music, I extreeemely highly recommend Grace Petrie! She appears multiple times on both of my playlists. I even made my old phone case (below) from lyrics of one of her songs (the last track on Rage & Hope), and I’m thinking about making a new phone case using lyrics from the song above, or using the Arundhati Roy quote that she’s referencing in the lyrics.

photo of Lee holding up phone to show case which is embroidered fire with the embroidered words "every fire in the world started from one spark"

There’s a crooked line that runs
Through every crease in this map
And you want to take us all the way back

To see the rot in no disguise
Oh what a time to be alive

The scum, the shame, the fucking lies
Oh what a time to be alive

You’ve been carving tales for dummies
Out of live oak and out of pine
Let’s turn your heroes into mummies
Throw them straight onto the fire
Yeah just below the surface lurking
A shadow breathing through a straw
Clinging to the myth that you were cheated
Yeah the myth that you were robbed


– Superchunk (from What a Time to Be Alive)

black and white abstract photo with the words Worriers Imaginary Life

Worriers also show up twice on each playlist, and I love them so much.

Set my sights on
The life that you get when you put the hard work in
Only to be told
Keep your fingers crossed that they vote you a person
I apologize
You’ve been trying to go with the safer bet
It’s true I didn’t think that far
But how do you plan for the death of a safety net?


– Worriers (from End of the World)

Sometimes silence is a loaded gun
In the hands of all of us
Nothing hurts like doing nothing can
They’ll only give it up when we rip it from their cold dead hands


– Worriers (from Yes All Cops, on Rage & Hope playlist)

photo of a woman sitting in the dark among plants with a spotlight on her with the words The Weather Station Ignorance

And The Weather Station is another favorite who makes multiple appearances on Anxiety & Action, from the album Ignorance (2021), which is probably my number 1 favorite album of the last ten years or so, so check that out if you don’t know it!!

Thinking I should get all this dying off of my mind
I should really know better than to read the headlines
Does it matter if I see?
No really, can I not just cover my eyes?
Oh tell me, why can’t I just cover my eyes?


– The Weather Station (from Atlantic)

Separated by all the dreams you drift into
Separated by all the things you thought you knew
You don’t really see any problem here, but I do
You don’t really have to believe me if you don’t want to
Separated by the relief you want to feel
Separated by the belief this cut can heal


– The Weather Station (from Separated)

illustration of wheat and a sickle with the words "the worker must have bread but she must have roses too"
art by NO Bonzo

There is one song that’s on both playlists, each by different modern musicians, my favorite classic protest song, Bread & Roses. This song/concept is why I have bread and rose emojis in my social media bios. Lyrics vary a little by version, but the point remains always. Here are some of them…

Our lives shall not be sweated from birth until life closes
Hearts starve as well as bodies, give us bread, but give us roses

As we go marching, marching, un-numbered women dead
Go crying through our singing their ancient cry for bread
Small art and love and beauty their trudging spirits knew
Yes, it is bread we fight for, but we fight for roses, too

As we go marching, marching, we’re standing proud and tall
The rising of the women means the rising of us all
No more the drudge and idler, ten that toil where one reposes
But a sharing of life’s glories, bread and roses, bread and roses

And in case anyone wants to just see the tracklists here, each playlist divided into four screenshots, Anxiety & Action first…

And I’ll leave you with a song that was clearly written during the last administration but I can’t say I don’t still sing along nowadays…

I manage my fantasy baseball team better
Than I manage my anger these days
And I’d trade my best pitcher
For a draft pick and a picture
Of the president writhing in pain

It’s a weird thing to wish for, but I can’t stop wishing
Refreshing the browser, someday
If I live long enough
And the world doesn’t end
My wish will come true in a way

And he’ll die like we all die
In pain or asleep
And we’ll still have our fantasy baseball
And the next fascist fucker in line for the job
Of demolishing hope for us all

So I’m putting in love now, I’m putting in faith
Putting fear on a long term IL
I’m going outside, I’m gonna help organize
Something better, something beautiful


– John K. Samson (from Fantasy Baseball at the End of the World)

March Around the World movie challenge!

Throughout March I played along with this Letterboxd movie challenge called March Around the World, and I got really into it! If you followed my instagram stories you saw as I posted each one I watched… The challenge was to watch 30 movies from 30 different countries in March but I ended up getting up to 38! These are everything I watched in the order that I watched them:

Grid of every movie Lee watched for March Around the World challenge

And below are my top 20 sorted by my rating—everything except the last two are all the movies I rated 4 stars or higher, so many great movies! (The last two were 3.5 stars but there were a lot more that I rated the same so those weren’t necessarily in my top 20.)

grid of Lee's favorite 20 movies from the March Around the World challenge

A requirement of the challenge was to write a review (had to be more than just a couple of sentences) for each movie watched, so I’ll share my reviews for my top five! Four of my five favorites happened to be political movies; I watched lots of movies for the challenge that didn’t have political themes but my favorites mostly happened to.

My greatest discovery of the challenge was the director Mikhail Kalatozov and my top two are a tie between the two of his I watched. His filmmaking—framing, long takes, cinematography—is incredible, in the true sense of the word, like there are shots in both of the movies that I have no idea how they were created. I love movies. Btw, my top five aren’t really ranked, just those first two by the same director and then my three other faves which could kinda be in any order.

still frame from the movie Letter Never Sent

Letter Never Sent (USSR, 1960, on Criterion Channel) — my review:

Holy moly this movie was amazing!! SO freaking beautiful, truly every frame a painting. And INTENSE! And unbelievable, like truly, how TF did they make some of those segments?! I want special features on this so bad, telling me how they made it, all the details, I’d watch hours of features/commentary/anything released about this film, but sadly nothing seems to exist. The criterion blu ray has an essay and nothing else 😦 Anyway, the story is simple, but I’d recommend this movie to everyone based on the visuals and suspense alone!

still frame from the movie I Am Cuba

I Am Cuba (Cuba, 1964, on Kanopy and Hoopla) — my review:

Wow. Spectacular. I’ve done a bit of research about it after watching which has enhanced it (since I went in knowing nothing except that I LOVED Letter Never Sent and this was the same filmmaker), and I plan to watch some more video essays about it and then rewatch in the future. Truly amazing filmmaking, gorgeous, and beyond impressive, like baffling. The only reason I gave it 4.5 instead of 5 is that, upon first watch, I was a liiiittle bored during some segments and felt like it could’ve been a wee bit shorter, BUT, I did watch it on a night when I was a bit sleepy, and like I said I went in with no context, so I think probably on a future rewatch I’d up it to a solid 5.

still frame from the movie The Battle of Algiers

The Battle of Algiers (Algeria, 1966, on Criterion Channel, Kanopy, and also Max) — my review:

A movie about a resistance movement against a western occupying force who has been oppressing an Arab population on their own land for generations and claiming it’s ridiculous for people to call them fascist because they were on the anti-nazi side in WWII. The occupiers aim to take down the leaders of the resistance movement, declaring that once those fighters are gone the resistance will be over, not realizing that with their forceful oppression they are only creating a new generation of resistance fighters who will eventually win in the end. 

The atrocities committed here by the French were actually much milder than what’s being done by Israel (funded by the US) as I’m writing this. It’s distressing to think that there’s probably a sizable population who would watch this film and side with the resistance and yet believe that Israel is in the right. (I’m coming at that theory from a point of being cynical about media literacy and people connecting dots to the present, and that “sizable population” I’m imagining is made up of people who’d never watch this movie; my partner disagrees that they’d side with the resistance because racism, so who knows!)

still frame or promotional image from the movie Beans

Beans (Canada, 2020, on Hoopla and also Hulu) — my review:

Oh I LOVED this! It had me crying all throughout, but that’s partially the buildup of watching a lot of heavy movies back to back to back for March Around the World, sometimes I cry at a small thing because of the weight of everything. 

But damn there were some relatable feelings in this. The feeling of experiencing (or witnessing) political violence and wanting to be way stronger and tougher and braver so you’re ready for next time, because you know there will be a next time. A twelve-year-old should not have to feel that way, but I knew exactly how she felt. 

That mixed with some general coming-of-age feelings and happenings. High stakes and low stakes all mixed together. A very specific story about a very specific person in a very specific time and place, and yet completely relatable in multiple ways. Really really loved it.

still frame from the movie Unrest

Unrest (Switzerland, 2022, on Criterion Channel) — my review:

I LOVED this! I can understand that’s it’s definitely not for everyone and many (most) viewers (if forced to watch for some reason) would think it’s boring, but it ticked some rarely-ticked boxes for me personally! 

1: Anarchist political history! Very interesting topic, more movies please! 

2: Period setting about, like, normal people, and dealing with art & technology of the time and the part it plays in people’s lives. By normal people I mean, not royal or ultra-wealthy people, as so many period films are about, not about war, or someone famous (well except Kropotkin, but it wasn’t even really about him, and it was definitely not a biopic!). And the way we saw the novelty of this new technology / artform of photography, the collecting of portraits, and also the new tech of clocks + telegraph, so times could be synced, and what a big deal that was… 

I loved all that in the same way I loved Portrait of a Lady on Fire, seeing how if a normal person (without a lot of money to go to the symphony or whatever) wanted to hear music, they had to make it themselves, and if they wanted a picture of someone, it had to be drawn or painted, and if they wanted to embroider flowers onto cloth, well they didn’t have a way to take a picture of the flowers to use for a reference point, so they had the actual flowers as the reference for the needlework. All these things, things we don’t think about, taking for granted that we can hear any kind of music any time we want, etc, I love seeing that in films, but it’s rare. That more realistic look of what things were like in a past time for people living their lives. More please!

still frame from the movie Omar

Those were my top five but since we’re getting into issues with some of these movies I’m going to toss in my review for one more that I liked a lot…

Omar (Palestine, 2013, on Kanopy) — my review:

A complex story with twists and turns, but the fact that the Israeli military treats Palestinians like prisoners in their own home is never complex, that’s always clear. An anxious movie, good pacing, the love story aspect didn’t fully click for me, but I definitely mostly liked it and thought it was a good and interesting look at what it’s like to live in the West Bank. Of course, watching it in 2024 makes it tougher, and maybe that should say “what it WAS like” because I’d assume it would be different now.

And a quote from an interview with actor Adam Bakri, because I didn’t know that the wall divided between neighborhoods within the West Bank, not just between Israel, until I watched this movie:

People would actually think it divides Israel from the West Bank, but actually it also crosses through Palestinian towns in the West Bank, and it divides neighbors from each other. Even when I did the scene and I was standing in front of the wall, it hit me, the meaning of this huge thing that you see every day. And that they see every day in the West Bank. It almost covers the sun.

spreadsheet of every movie Lee watched for March movie challenge, with what country they're each from and the primary language

If you want to read my silly reviews of any others you can find them all on letterboxd here! Since I’m a big nerd, I made a spreadsheet of the movies I wanted to watch, and I kept adding new movies/countries throughout the month. In the end, above are all the ones that I watched in March, 38 movies/countries in 25 different languages.

One of the rules I made for myself was that every movie had to be streaming on either Kanopy or Hoopla (both free with my library card, no ads), Criterion Channel or Mubi (the two film streamers I’m currently subscribed to), or Tubi (free to everyone with ads). Limiting it like that simplified/streamlined the challenge for me a bit, and I figured would make it somewhat accessible for sharing recommendations—most people in the US should be able to get kanopy and/or hoopla with their library card, and Criterion Channel is amazing (I’m brand new to it and it’s my favorite streamer, I love it so much!!).

spreadsheet of all the other movies Lee didn't watch for March movie challenge, with what country they're each from and where they are streaming

The 40 above are all the ones I have on my spreadsheet that I didn’t get to in March—40 more countries! So I actually changed my Letterboxd list from “March Around the World 2024” to “2024 One Movie Per Country!” and I’m gonna continue adding to it every time I watch a movie from a new country throughout the year. We’ll see how close I get to all 78 by the end of the year (or if I end up growing the spreadsheet even longer!).

As I’ve mentioned before, I highly recommend using the JustWatch site or app to check where movies are available to you, especially if you’re not in the US or if some time has passed since March 2024. Where I said something is streaming in my spreadsheet is where I plan to watch it (or did watch it), not necessarily the only spot it’s available.

I really enjoyed doing this, and definitely plan to do it again next year but maybe just 30 next time. I actually enjoyed the movie challenge so much that I immediately found another movie challenge that I’m now doing throughout April! It’s less intense—no reviews, for one thing, and most movies don’t have subtitles and many of them are a bit sillier, like less attention required, so it’s just a fun way to watch some things that have been in my to-watch list for years, and/or that I wouldn’t normally watch.

Grid of 25 assorted movies

Most of the movies I plan to watch for this challenge are in the grid above, and all the ones I’ve watched are here. I get to watch another by Mikhail Kalatozov for this challenge (yay!) plus there’s a little overlap with countries I haven’t done yet (Belgium, Turkey, Rwanda). If you’re interested, it’s the Letterboxd Season Challenge which runs from September through early-May every year, but I’m cramming it all in now since I only just learned about it! Later this year, I can start the next one on time and it’ll be a chill, slow-paced one-movie-per-week challenge as it’s designed to be. In conclusion, yay movies!

Sooooup! Swap + Pumpkin Black Bean Beer Cheese Soup Recipe (+ FOUR more soup recipes!)

I know how annoying it is to scroll forever to get to a recipe, so I’ll go ahead and post the main recipe first at the top, then I’ll tell you all about my annual Soup Swap afterwards, plus give you a few more favorite recipes I’ve made to swap over the years!

large pot full close to the top with the pumpkin black bean soup

This recipe that I wrote was adapted from this tweet that I bookmarked back in 2022. I don’t know the person, but I saw that prompt asking for soup recipes and read through all the replies, copying the ones I wanted to try into my recipe notes:

screenshot of tweet by Erin Jean Warde @erinjeanwarde on Sep 30, 2022 saying: One of the great things about soup season is they are delicious and also often inexpensive. Anyway SOUP THREAD — tell me your faves. and reply by NBA Carl Jungboy @jigglebologna saying: Can of pumpkin, can of black beans, a diced onion, maybe some smoked sausage, a beer, maybe some chipotle, spices of choice. Brown onion, sausage in butter. Fry pumpkin and Chile for a minute. Add drained beans, beer, and stock. Simmer 15m. Mix in shredded cheddar at end.

So I tried it out in January, took notes, and wrote my version all out as this recipe:

entire recipe in an image file, same as blog text recipe

Pumpkin Black Bean Beer Cheese Soup

Makes about 5 large servings.
Contains: cheese, gluten. Could substitute vegan cheese to make vegan (use a kind that melts well and has some sharpness, ideally.)

Ingredients
2 TBSP olive oil, divided
1 fake sausage (the large Field Roast Smoked Apple Sage works well; this is optional or use whatever meaty element you like)
½ tsp liquid smoke
1 green onion, finely chopped
4 TBSP flour
1 can of pumpkin
1 TBSP diced chipotle peppers
1 can of black beans, drained
¼ tsp salt
1 tsp onion powder
1 tsp garlic powder
1 tsp smoked paprika
1 can of beer (I use Simpler Times lager)
4 cups broth or water + Better than Bouillon of choice (for this, I use approx 1 tsp BTB paste per 2 cups water, added directly to pot after adding water)
4–5 oz shredded cheese (cheddar or blend)

ingredients: a cutting board with fake sausage sliced thinly and green onions with a knife; liquid smoke, chipotles, simpler times lager, black beans cans, pumpkin cans, better than bouillon vegetable base, sharp white cheddar, all-purpose flour

Instructions
Heat 1 TBSP olive oil over med-high in pot, add sausage, turn down to medium and cook for about 5 minutes, stirring often, until it’s lightly browned.
Add liquid smoke, green onion, a little salt and pepper, and cook while stirring another couple of minutes.
Add another TBSP of olive oil, then whisk in flour 1 TBSP at a time.
Add pumpkin, then chipotles, stir all together over heat.
Add beans and all spices, stir together, then stir in beer. Scrape bottom of pot at this point to deglaze anything that’s stuck.
Add broth (or substitute), stir everything, then bring to a boil. Turn heat down to simmer for 15–20 minutes.
Taste and add seasoning if needed.
Turn off heat and stir in shredded cheese.
Serve!
Eating with good bread for dipping is recommended!
Or I bet pretzels would go well.
It freezes surprisingly well! (But if you worry about the cheese freezing, you could freeze before adding cheese, then add cheese after reheating.)

package of Field Roast brand smoked apple & sage plant-based sausages

A few more notes: That’s the sausage I used for this, I like it a lot! I think the soup would work well without the meaty element. The first time I made it, I used a bit of Ikea’s pea-protein based fake ground meat (which is no longer on their website so maybe they stopped making it, sadly) cooked with meatless pork flavor powder (from an Asian market) and fennel seeds to make it sausage-like. That worked well too!

I added the flour step to thicken the soup more, because I like a thicker soup, and I think it worked, but feel free to skip that step! You can definitely use regular onion if you like, as the original recipe tweet said, I just prefer green onion and I think it works well here.

mason jars with papers taped on saying: pumpkin black bean beer cheese soup with fake sausage, contains: cheese, gluten, and chipotles in adobo

That’s my soup all jarred up for my Soup Swap! I doubled the recipe to make about 10 servings, bringing 7 to the swap and keeping a few for myself (mostly because I had 7 empty jars).

photo of a bunch of containers of frozen soup, all with labels or recipes on top

My knit night group started having annual soup swaps, every year around February usually, almost 10 years ago! Our first one (pictured above) was January 2016, and we’ve done it every year except 2020 (because we were late to plan it that year, put it off till March, and then you know what happened) and I believe 2022 as well—in 2021 we swapped outside and it was a bit less fun, so I think we skipped 2022 and then got back into it last year.

photo of a table filled with glass mason jars of frozen soups, all with labels of some kind

We evolved over the years from plastic containers to glass mason jars, which work quite well for single servings of frozen soup! We each make around 6–8 servings of our soup, put some kind of labels on them (with allergens), freeze them beforehand, and bring them to the swap in coolers.

a freezer filled with jars and containers of frozen soups

We hang out, knit, eat lunch (soup, of course!), and then it’s swapping time! Someone counts swap participants, puts pieces of paper with numbers in a bowl and we draw numbers for our swapping order. This year I drew #1! Then we go around and say what our soup is and what it contains, so we can start planning out our top choices.

photo of a table filled with glass mason jars of frozen soups, all with labels of some kind

Then it’s swap time! We go around in number order, each picking one soup, around and around, until we have the number of soups that we brought. I brought 7 this year so I chose 7. If you bring 8 or more you risk getting multiple of the same soup or leaving with your own soup, since most people bring 6–7. The more participants, the more soups you won’t get, so as our swap has gotten bigger strategy has gotten more important (choosing the ones you think will be more popular first) and we have to just accept that we’re not gonna get all our top choices. (This year I missed out on 2 or 3 that sounded amazing!)

photo of a table filled with glass mason jars of frozen soups, all with labels of some kind

That’s how it works! We’ve gotten the process pretty perfected over the years. I recommend organizing a Soup Swap with your soup-loving friends!!

mason jars filled with yellow soup with handwritten labels saying corn chowder with a circled V

And now, some of my favorite soups I’ve made over the years! Last year I made a pretty great corn chowder, using this recipe from Monson Made This and modifying it… here’s my version of the recipe:

Sweet Potato Poblano Corn Chowder

Ingredients
4 TBSP olive oil or vegan butter
1 medium-sized onion, diced (I used a shallot)
1 red bell pepper, seeded & diced
3 poblano peppers, seeded & diced
Optional jalapeño and/or serrano pepper(s) for spice (I used 1 jalapeño and 1 serrano)
1 large or 2 smaller carrots, diced
3–4 garlic cloves, minced
½–¾ cup flour (depending on how much you want to thicken it) (I used chickpea flour)
8 cups vegan chicken broth (or other veggie broth—I used vegan chicken bouillon cubes)
¼–½ cup nutritional yeast
Black pepper to taste
Salt to taste (approx 2–3 tsp)
Optional more spices (I used 1 tsp each aleppo pepper, smoked paprika, mushroom umami)
2–4 sweet potatoes (depending on how large they are), peeled and cut into ¼ inch cubes
3 ears of corn kernels removed, cobs reserved (I used 6 of the frozen half-ears, plus a bit more frozen sweet corn)
1–1 ½ cup full-fat coconut milk
3–4 green onions, thinly sliced
fresh parsley or cilantro for garnish (optional)

Instructions
In a large stock pot or Dutch oven, combine the oil, onion, peppers, carrots, and garlic. Sauté on medium heat for about 5 minutes until the veggies begin to soften and sweat, but not brown.
Stir in the flour and cook for another 2 minutes.
Add stock, nutritional yeast, sweet potato, and reserved corn cobs. Taste for seasoning and add salt, pepper, and other spices to taste.
Bring the soup to a gentle boil, then reduce to a simmer. Cook uncovered for about 10–15 minutes, or until the sweet potatoes are just cooked through.
Remove the corn cobs. Using an immersion blender (or carefully remove 4 cups of the soup and blend it completely), blend the soup until it gets a bit ruddy in color, but there are still large bits of pepper and sweet potato remaining.
Add corn kernels and coconut milk. Continue to simmer for another 5–10 minutes.
Stir in green onion and taste for seasoning.
Serve warm, with optional herb garnish. (Could also add spinach, kale, or cabbage, etc, to bulk it up and add some green!)

11 containers full of orange-ish soup with chunks of sweet potato and kale showing

Back in 2019 I made a Sweet Potato & Farro Curry Soup which was a slightly modified version of this from Cookie and Kate. It was amazing and I made it a few times since but kinda forgot about it and really need to make it again for myself! Pretty easy, too!

Sweet Potato & Farro Curry Soup

Ingredients
2 TBSP extra-virgin olive oil
1 yellow onion, chopped (small or large, depending how much onion you like) (my double batch used 1 large onion)
1 red bell pepper, chopped (I used 5 little Sweet Baby Bell Peppers for every 1 regular bell pepper)
1 pound sweet potatoes (2 small to medium or 1 large), peeled and diced (about 3 cups)
¼ tsp salt, more to taste
2 TBSP Thai red curry paste
1 cup uncooked farro, rinsed
4 cups (32 oz) vegetable broth
1 can (1½ cups) coconut milk (see note below)
½ cup water
1 can (15 oz) chickpeas, rinsed and drained, or 1 ½ cups cooked chickpeas
½ bunch of kale (4 oz), chopped (about 3 cups) (mine was made with baby kale, less than this, around this much total for the double batch)
¼ teaspoon cayenne pepper, to taste (optional, if you like it extra spicy) (I skipped this so everyone can add their own spice to eat as they like)

Instructions
In a large soup pot, heat the oil over medium heat until shimmering. Stir in the onion, bell pepper, sweet potato and salt. Sauté for five minutes, stirring occasionally, until the onion starts to soften.
Add the curry paste and stir until the vegetables are coated and the curry is fragrant, about 1 minute.
Add the farro. Add the coconut milk, vegetable broth, and water, and stir to combine.
Bring the mixture to a boil, then reduce the heat to a simmer and cook for 25 minutes. (Note: if you’re using Trader Joe’s brand farro, it’s partially cooked already, so it only needs about 10–15 minutes here.)
Test the farro for doneness—if it’s tender and cooked through, add the chickpeas and kale. Stir to combine, cook for 5 more minutes, or until the kale is cooked to your liking.
Taste, and season with more salt as needed. Stir in the optional cayenne pepper.
Ladle the soup into bowls and serve. Leftovers keep well, covered and refrigerated, for about 4 days. The soup freezes well, too.

red curry paste can, brand name Maesri

Notes
I used Trader Joe’s Reduced Fat Coconut Milk; use non-reduced-fat for a thicker soup. For a thicker curry, less soup-like, to eat with naan or rice, skip the ½ cup water and use more sweet potato, smashing some of it after cooking, to thicken. Original recipe had no coconut milk, only 2 cups water instead.
Original recipe goes in to detail about using different grains instead of farro.
The red curry paste I use happens to be vegan (no fish or shrimp content) but many (most?) are not, so be sure to read labels if that’s a concern!

closeup of a bowl of peanut stew with kale

The very first year I made a Vegan Peanut Stew from this recipe on Budget Bytes and it was amazing. It’s one I remade again for another soup swap year because everyone loved it, and I’ve made a few more times for myself. I hadn’t made it in years and then about a month ago I remembered it and made it again—it’s so easy and delicious!! A great lunch (I froze servings with rice in the same container so it was a ready-to-go lunch, perfect for bringing to the office), will definitely make it more regularly!! Even though I use the recipe pretty exactly from the website, I’m going to put it here because nowadays you never know when sites will stop existing and that link above will become broken.

Vegan Peanut Stew

Ingredients
1 TBSP vegetable oil
4 cloves garlic
1 inch fresh ginger
1 medium sweet potato
1 medium onion
1 tsp cumin
¼ tsp crushed red pepper
6 oz can tomato paste
½ cup chunky peanut butter
6 cups vegetable broth
½ bunch or 2–3 cups chopped collard greens (or kale or mustard greens—I usually use kale)
cilantro
rice for serving

Instructions
Peel and grate the ginger using a small holed cheese grater. Mince the garlic. Sauté the ginger and garlic in vegetable oil over medium heat for 1–2 minutes, or until the garlic becomes soft and fragrant.
Dice the onion, add it to the pot, and continue to sauté. Dice the sweet potato (½ inch cubes), add it to the pot, and continue to sauté a few minutes more, or until the onion is soft and the sweet potato takes on a darker, slightly translucent appearance. Season with cumin and red pepper flakes.
Add the tomato paste and peanut butter, and stir until everything is evenly mixed.
Add the vegetable broth and stir to dissolve the thick tomato paste-peanut butter mixture. Place a lid on the pot and turn the heat up to high.
While the soup is coming up to a boil, prepare the greens. Rinse the greens well, then use a sharp knife to remove each stem (cut along the side of each stem). Stack the leaves, then cut them into thin strips. Add the collard strips to the soup pot.
Once the soup reaches a boil, turn the heat down to low and allow it to simmer without a lid for about 15 minutes, or until the sweet potatoes are very soft. Once soft, smash about half of the sweet potatoes with the back of a wooden spoon to help thicken the soup. Taste the soup and add salt if needed.
Serve the stew hot with a few cilantro leaves if desired. You may also add some rice, and add some spice if you want! I usually add brown rice.

a big pot full of red lentil soup

The second swap year I made Four Corners Lentil Soup from My New Roots, which is one of my favorite lentil soups I’ve ever made, definitely recommend if you like a lentil soup! Again, this recipe is straight from that website, but already the webpage has a broken image so who knows how much longer that link will work.

Four Corners Lentil Soup

Ingredients
1 cup red lentils, picked over and rinsed very well

1 large onion, or a couple leeks, chopped (I used shallots)

5 cloves garlic, minced

1 TBSP minced ginger root

1 TBSP Ground cumin

¼ tsp cayenne pepper
(I also added a small amount of Turmeric)

1 15 oz can of tomatoes (some of mine were fire roasted); or 4 large, fresh tomatoes, chopped

4 cups stock (I used vegetable broth)

salt to taste

1 un-waxed, organic lemon

Instructions
Heat oil in a medium pot and sauté onions, garlic and ginger for 5 minutes until soft. Add a pinch of salt.

Add spices and stir for another minute or so, until fragrant.

Add tomatoes, 3 slices of lemon and rinsed lentils, then add vegetable stock. Stir well.

Cover and bring to a boil. Reduce heat to simmer for about 30 minutes, or until the lentils are soft. Squeeze in the rest of the lemon juice.

Serve hot with some cilantro, green onions or parsley on top with a slice of lemon.

Happy soup-making, and please share your favorite (vegetarian) soup recipes in the comments if you have any!! I’m always looking for new ones to try!

My Improvised Cable-Yoke Sweater

How about some knitting content on this blog?! I started knitting this sweater in summer 2020, with plans for it to be my around-and-around in plain stockinette movie theater sweater when I started going to movies again, once the bottom edging was done. And then I originally had a vague plan to do a simple raglan top, with like a cable design running along the raglan decrease lines. When I actually got to the top years later, I had a new idea to do an all-over cable pattern as a round yoke instead, and it worked!!

Lee wearing the sweater, looking forward and smiling, standing on the sidewalk, hands on hips

I picked out Hawthorne sock yarn held double, for a worsted-ish weight, in the Cattail colorway. I knit the bottom edging in 2020, then just kinda let it sit, waiting to go back to theaters, since the whole point of it was to be my theater knitting project. That ended up not happening until summer 2023, so I ended up knitting small bits of the stockinette body off and on throughout 2021–2023, then I did knit a few chunks in the theater for Barbie, Talk to Me, and Bottoms… and I finally finished up the body in fall 2023 when I had covid and was wanting a lot of mindless knitting.

two photos of Lee wearing the sweater, showing the back and the front

Since it worked out so well, I thought I’d share what I did for anyone who might want to try to copy me… The explanation below is based on notes I took for this sweater that I improvised / designed on-the-needles for myself, to fit my own body. With the exception of the bottom edging, this is not a pattern, just me telling you what I did. Adventurous sweater knitters will hopefully be able to use my notes as a starting point or guideline or as inspiration to improvise their own similar sweaters, maybe. If anyone does, I’d REALLY love to see, so please comment here with a link to photos!!

Lee wearing the sweater, looking forward and smiling, standing on the sidewalk

I don’t have any photos of the bottom edge by itself, but it’s constructed the same way as a lot of my old patterns (like this top and this hat and this shawl), what I called the “sideways edge cast-on”—stitches are added along one side across the whole edge so you don’t have to pick them all up later. You basically knit the sideways edge pattern, always increasing 1 stitch at one end (at the beginning of every WS row in this case), and leave the extra stitches on the circular cable for later. Then you’ll increase extra stitches across the first sideways row, which tightens up the sideways stitches and makes the row-to-stitch ratio correct for a smooth edging.

closeup of bottom edging on sweater laying flat

Bottom Edging
Cast on 9 sts.
Setup Row (WS): K1, purl to end.

Row 1 (RS): Cable 2 over 3 Left, K3, Sl1 WYIF.
Row 2 and all WS rows: KFB, purl to end.
Row 3: Sl1, K2, Cable 3 over 2 Right, Sl1 WYIF.
Row 5: Cable 3 over 3 Left, K2, Sl1 WYIF.
Row 7: Sl1, K2, Cable 2 over 3 Right, Sl1 WYIF.
Row 9: Cable 3 over 2 Left, K3, Sl1 WYIF.
Row 11: Sl1, K1, Cable 3 over 3 Right, Sl1 WYIF.
Rep Rows 1–12 until piece is the circumference you want around your body. You may want to put some stitches onto scrap yarn or another circular needle so you can hold the whole piece around your body. Or, determine the final measurement you want the piece to be, measure half or a third of that final measurement along the in-progress piece, count the top stitches, and multiply to determine the final stitch count you want.

My stitch count when I stopped the edging was 144 top stitches, plus 8 working cable pattern stitches, so 152 total stitches.

On the next RS row, bind off 8 stitches (the cable stitches), then K1, (M1, K2) to end.
Stitch count has increased by half of the original stitch count (minus the 8 bound-off stitches). My original stitch count of 144 increased to 216. Piece is now ready to knit stockinette stitch around these stitches.

I worked around in plain stockinette now, until the piece measured my desired length from bottom to underarms.

in-progress sweater body, with crochet-chain provisional stitches where the sleeves will go

Then I did some math and decision-making for what to do next. I had this idea for a cabled yoke in my head, and I ended up planning it all out once I had my stitch count figured out.

To start, I bound off for the underarms:
I knit to 6 sts before beginning-of-round, bound off 12 sts, then knit to 6 sts before the halfway point, bound off 12 sts, and knit to end.
My stitch count at this point was 192.

I decided, for my cable pattern plan, to figure out my sleeve count so that my total stitch count was a multiple of 20 (so each half—front and back—was multiple of 10, because I planned to do 9-stitch cables with 1 stitch between). I determined my numbers based on gauge and desired measurement of sleeves at the top…
So my sleeve count total per sleeve was to be 66 stitches, minus the 12 picked-up stitches on each sleeve (those 12 stitches I bound off for the underarms, to be picked back up for the sleeves) = 54 new stitches per sleeve, times 2 = 108 stitches added for the yoke. 108 + 192 (my current stitch count) = 300 stitches total to start the yoke.

So I worked my yoke setup round as follows:
*Provisional Cast On 54 sts with scrap yarn onto left-hand needle, knit across half the provisional sts (27), place marker for new beginning-of-round here, knit other half of provisional sts, then join across to other side of bound-off sts and knit across the half-round to next set of bound-off sts; rep from * (placing second marker for halfway-point), knit to beginning-of-round marker.
My stitch count now = 300 (150 each half).

Now that I had my yoke stitches ready to go, I began the cable pattern that I’d planned out. I worked each half (front and back) the same; each half had 150 stitches, so 15 cable segments. Each cable segment was 9 stitches wide plus 1 purl stitch. I added the cables one at a time, and only added the purl stitches once there were two cables next to each other.

My cables started as 3-over-3-over-3 braid style cables, worked as follows.
Rnd 1: Cable 3 over 3 Left, K3.
Rnd 2: Knit all.
Rnd 3: K3, Cable 3 over 3 Right.
Rnd 4: Knit all.

in-progress sweater with a couple of inches of the yoke worked, crochet-chain provisional stitches where the sleeves will go

So that’s the basic cable pattern, a 4-row repeat. Since I introduced a new cable on every cable row (every other round), half the cables were introduced with the left cable worked first (Rnd 1), and half with the right cable first (Rnd 3). That way all cables were worked the same, all left cables around the same row, etc. On the “Knit all” cable rows nothing happened with the yoke pattern, so it was just a knit-all round, until the purls started being introduced between the cables (once they filled in enough to be placed next to each other), so then the knit-all rounds became “knit the knit stitches and purl the purl stitches”.

My first four rows were worked as follows.
Yoke Rnd 1: (K40, place marker, Cable 3 over 3 Left, knit to marker) twice.
Yoke Rnd 1: Knit all.
Yoke Rnd 1: (Knit to marker, K3, Cable 3 over 3 Right, K51, place marker, K3, Cable 3 over 3 Right, knit to M) twice.
Yoke Rnd 1: Knit all.

So then I just kept added a new cable on every other round, placing a marker at the cable, until they started being right next to each other with the purl stitches between—then I didn’t place markers anymore because the purl stitches made it clear where each cable started. I had the cables all planned out, so I’d know which one to introduce next. I made this basic spreadsheet chart just to plan out the order of the cables. It’s upside down but the point was just to decide when each cable started, so I could count how many stitches to knit between them on each cable round.

quick and simple spreadsheet chart of cable placement

When all the cables had been introduced, there were 15 cables across each front and back (30 total) as well as the same number of single purl stitches between each cable, and back to just 2 stitch markers, one at the beginning and one at the halfway point.

So now I started working decreases, decreasing every other cable on a round, spreading the decrease rounds out more at first, then closer together as I got closer to the top. So half the cables became 8-stitches wide, then the other half, then half became 7-stitches wide, then the other half, and so on. I continued working the cables as braids, so they’d become 3-over-3-over-2, then 3-over-2-over-2, then 2-over-2-over-2, and so on, until they eventually became 1-over-1-over-1 braids.
Note that for the decreasing section that follows, the front and back were no longer exactly identical since there was an odd number of cables on each side.

in-progress sweater with several inches of the yoke worked, crochet-chain provisional stitches where the sleeves will go

I kind of experimented with exactly how to work the decreases in the cables, seeing what was easiest while also looking good. It didn’t end up mattering too much exactly how I worked the decreases, in terms of looks. I think it was easiest to decrease in the back-cable section of stitches, so the decrease was hidden under the cable twist. However, I didn’t always have control over where to put the decrease, depending on when the decrease row happened within the cable pattern—at first, you can chose anywhere to decrease, but then you have a 3-over-3-over-2 cable and the next time you decrease it needs to be in one of those 3-stitch chunks, not the 2-stitch, and then when you have a 3-over-2-over-2 cable of course the next decrease needs to happen in the 3-stitch part. So where the decreases were placed would be determined for each cable round, whatever made the most sense.

Here’s vaguely how I worked my yoke decreases.
Rnd 1: Work even (knits as knits and purls as purls).
Rnd 2: Work cable row with every other cable decreasing 1 stitch (15 sts decreased total).
Rnd 3: Work even.
Rnd 4: Cable row with no decreases.
Rnds 5-6: Repeat Rnds 3-4.
Now repeat Rnds 1-4, so every other cable row is a decrease round, switching which half of cables is decreased, until all cables are down to 6-stitches wide (2-over-2-over-2). 210 stitches total.
Continue repeating Rnds 1-4 until all cables become 4-stitches wide on a Rnd 2 repeat, stopping after that Rnd 2.
Now repeat Rnds 1-2 only twice more so all cables are 3-stitches wide (1-over-1-over-1). 120 stitches total.

At this point, I worked some short rows for the back of the neck. I didn’t write down what I did, just worked back and fourth a few times, continuing the 3-stitch cables in pattern as established.

closeup of back neck short rows on sweater laying flat

Then I worked 1×1 ribbing for a few rounds, and I bound off using the Tubular Bind off. I was so relieved to try it on at this point and see that it worked!

Now the body was done, it just needed sleeves. I put the provisional stitches onto the needles, picked up 12 stitches along the underarms for each sleeve, and starting working stockinette around them, two at a time.

Lee wearing in-progress sweater with yoke completed, crochet-chain provisional stitches where the sleeves will go

I decreased 2 stitches every 7 or 8 rounds, until they were about 3 inches shorter than my desired final length. At that point, they were each 49 stitches, perfect for dividing into 6-stitch wide braided cables with 1 purl stitch between. I worked 2-over-2-over-2 braided cables with no knit-all rounds between for several rounds, to really pull in the cuffs, then I switched to working a round plain between cables to loosen up the bottoms of the cuffs. This was a weird improvised choice; if I were to re-knit the cuffs now I’d just do the plain row between cable rows for the whole cuffs. Oh well, they turned out find in the end!

closeup of cuffs on sweater laying flat

And that was it, I weaved in the ends, tried it on… it was good, but didn’t fit PERFECTLY… the neck was a bit tight and the sleeves were a little short.

Lee wearing finished sweater, pre-blocking, inside house

So when I blocked it, I pulled the neck to stretch it a bit bigger, and I tugged on the sleeves to lengthen them a little, and now it does fit perfectly, yay!! I love it so so so so much.

two photos of Lee wearing the sweater and holding arms up to show off the sleeves

Btw, the hat I’m wearing in these photos is my Siskiyou pattern in Knitted Wit yarn, one of my most-worn hats in the winter time!

Lee wearing the sweater looking away from the camera to show the back, hands on waist

I’ve improvised sweaters before, but just boxy drop-shoulder styles (this pullover and this pullover and this cardigan—these are all in my ravelry projects if you want to see them there) so this was my first shaped garment that wasn’t using a pattern someone designed. I’ve been editing garment patterns for my job for 5 years now, which means I’ve basically been knitting them in my head, so I think I’ve absorbed a lot of garment design basics that help my brain think about how to go about knitting a sweater without a pattern now. I plan to make many more like this, without a pattern, and I may have even cast on and started swatching a new idea for one last night! It’s so fun!

2023 Favorite Movies!

It’s time! I’ve finalized my 2023 movies list. I wanted to see as many 2023 releases as possibly possible before putting a cap on the list, so I kept watching them through the end of last week and then I messed with the order a bit more and called it done. I’m sure I’ll have second, third, eighth thoughts about the list order in the future but at some point you have to just call it done!

grid of twenty square images, cropped from movie posters so you can't see the movie titles on most of them

There were A LOT of great movies in 2023, and I watched 172 of them, so I decided to make an official top 20 list, and then include 15 extra honorable mentions, which are just my numbers 21-35. I am counting movies that became available for me to see (in Portland, Oregon, USA) in 2023, so that means a lot of movies on this list are labeled as 2022 in Letterboxd/IMDb but that’s because they premiered at festivals or in other countries that year. And some movies that were on a lot of critics’ lists are not eligible for mine because I don’t get to see them until 2024, so they may appear on 2024’s list.

Added in February 2025: I’ve decided there were a couple of movies I’d been counting as 2024 movies that critics all counted as 2023 because of limited releases—I didn’t want them crowding my best-of 2024 list so I’m retroactively adding them to 2023. I’m not updating any graphics or the text of the list below, just noting here:

The Zone of Interest is retroactively added as my #3 film of 2023. Part of me knows it should be in the #1 spot, but I just can’t bring myself to knock 1 & 2 out of their spots because I love them so much. And Monster by Hirokazu Kore-eda is stuck in the #11 spot. It also could go higher, it’s just hard to mess with the list after it’s been set and I didn’t want to bump Barbie out of the top 10.

The Zone of Interest poster
Monster poster

Notes about where to watch things: I’ll say where they are currently available to stream at the time I’m writing this, but most are also available for digital rental, and where they are streaming might change by the time you’re reading this. I highly recommend JustWatch where you can search any movie (or TV show) and see where it’s available to watch. Some of these are very new and are only for rent (or in theaters) as I’m writing this but may be streaming somewhere in a couple of months.

With all that said, let’s go! Starting with my number 20 and working down to number 1…

20) A Thousand and One. Small indie drama. Good damn movie, excellent acting, and a great subtle look at gentrification and its impacts, etc. Streaming on prime.

19) The Artifice Girl. This one I didn’t love at first, I think because I’d been expecting something completely different, and when it ended I was like, huh, that was something else, okay. Then I listened to some people talk about it, thought about it a bunch, and gave it a rewatch a few months later. Recommend it for sure, but be aware going in that it’s a very small movie (small budget, cast, setting) about big sci-fi ideas, but it’s mostly just talking. It’s so good tho and can’t wait to see what the filmmaker does next! Streaming free on hoopla and tubi.

18) The Royal Hotel. Another one with an internal conflict between my expectations and what it ended up being, but like in a really interesting way. I went in expecting not to like it very much and then kinda loved it. Very tense thriller where not a lot actually happens but you’re constantly on edge because you never know what might happen, and you’re really feeling the anxiety of the main character at all times. Another one I kept thinking about after. For rent.

17) Sick of Myself. Wild movie. Not for everyone. So uncomfortable but I loved it. Streaming on paramount+ / showtime.

16) Lola. I love this movie. It’s not perfect (like, I can’t think too hard about some aspects or I start picking them apart) but low-budget indie sci-fi found footage + fighting nazis + time travel (ish) yesssss please thank you!! And it’s fun and funny and scary and sad, good stuff! (Also, it’s only 79 minutes long and streaming free, so no excuse not to check it out!) Streaming free on tubi.

15) Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret. Another one I had to sit with awhile; didn’t feel like I LOVED it immediately after watching (I never read the book so I didn’t have a personal connection beyond having been a tween girl) but then I found myself thinking about it, and it grew a bit in my mind, and I think I even ended up changing my star rating from 3.5 to 4 after a few days. Good stuff. Streaming on starz.

14) Fremont. Weird, so so funny at times, interesting, thoughtful, just really great and also that guy from The Bear who everyone loves is in it so check it out! Streaming on mubi.

13) Killers of the Flower Moon. I don’t think I need to say anything about this one, it’s great. Glad I was able to see it in the theater. Streaming on apple tv+.

12) The Quiet Girl. Went into this not knowing much except it was nominated for an Oscar last year and it popped up on Kanopy so I threw it on one night. I was knocked out by it! I’m gonna actually quote a Letterboxd review here that I read after watching because it made me love the movie even more than I already did: “…first watch since I saw a significant review call it boring. Each to their very own, of course, but there is so much taking place in glances and snippets and half-sentences and closeups of wallpaper and a stolen cup of milk and a single biscuit and a busybody and a broom and a card game and a weeping mattress and why haven’t they brought the hay in yet, that I simply cannot ever be bored by this gentle and perfect piece.” –review by Gemma G. So when I finished it, I thought it was a 2022 release since it was in last year’s Oscars, and I even snuck it onto my favorites list for that year, then I was so happy to later realize it didn’t come out in the US till ’23 so I could put it on this list! Streaming on hulu, and on kanopy for me (might vary by library).

11) Anatomy of a Fall. Another one I’m so glad I got to see in the theater. I highly recommend the filmspotting podcast discussion of this one if you’ve seen it; that made me appreciate the movie more that I already did. So good. Best kid actor AND best dog actor. For rent.

10) Theater Camp. This one, I liked it but didn’t LOVE it the first time—I don’t think I even had it on my in-progress favorites list early in the year, or maybe I did but it was low down in the honorable mentions zone. Then I rewatched it on New Years Eve, and I guess I was in just the perfect mood for it because it was SO FUNNY, I was laughing so much, alone in my living room. I guess it needed a second watch for me, it just clicked, I absolutely loved it. So I squeezed it into my top 10! I moved numbers 10-13 around a bunch, but in the end, I thought… this list is my favorites (not “best”) and Theater Camp was the most enjoyable for me to watch, so it gets the spot! Streaming on hulu.

9) Barbie. Again with the enjoyable factor. Just so fun. Watched this a second time too, and there are so many jokes packed into it, I still couldn’t even catch all the hidden visual jokes in the background. Love it. Streaming on max.

8) Poor Things. I was happy to get to place this side-by-side with Barbie on my list because they are so similar! Was also happy to have gotten to see this in the theater, excellent big-screen movie, visually spectacular. Not for everyone (the older couple sitting down the row from us walked out about 20 minutes in!) but so much going on, so interesting and creepy and fun and weird. (And for the record, I’m not a big Yorgos Lanthimos fan; this is his first one I’d say I loved.) Still in theaters.

7) How to Blow Up a Pipeline. Fucking fantastic. If the title makes you bristle, treat it as a heist movie. Streaming on hulu, and on kanopy for me (might vary by library).

6) Bottoms. Funniest movie of the year. So funny. SO so so so so funny. Streaming on mgm+.

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5) Blue Jean. This one hit me SO HARD. It’s not like breaking new ground or anything (indie drama about a lesbian teacher), but it’s just so well done at what it is. I LOVED the last 15 or so minutes (maybe even just 10 minutes, I think you’d know what I’m talking about if you’ve seen it) so so so much, really stuck with me. And it’s EXTREMELY timely to right now in the US (and the UK too) even though it takes place in Newcastle in 1988. Streaming on hulu.

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4) Asteroid City. Bought it on blu ray, rewatched once already, plan to rewatch more times. It’s so dense and complex and also fun and silly. Top tier Wes Anderson for me; we’ll see where it settles once it’s not new (and there are several I need to rewatch) but this could potentially be my favorite. Streaming on prime.

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3) May December. So much has been said about this movie, I don’t feel like I need to say anything beyond, it’s excellent. And Charles Melton deserves all the awards and success. (I loved this video essay if you want more!) Streaming on netflix.

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2) Rye Lane. Perfect rom com. Perfect movie. The art design, the clothes, the actors, the energy, the humor, the sweetness, everything. Perfect. Everyone who misses good rom coms should watch it. Everyone who thinks they don’t like rom coms should watch it. Everyone should watch it. Streaming on hulu.

past lives movie poster

1) Past Lives. I know for some this has an even more personal connection, but for me, this deeply personally relatable movie was about the human experience of only being able to have one life, and grieving the other lives you don’t get to have. Not because of regrets and not because you wish your life was different, but simply because we only get one life. And that realization is worthy of mourning when it surfaces. For rent; supposed to be on paramount+ / showtime on february 2.

grid of 15 movie posters: showing up, reality, revoir paris, priscilla, return to seoul, monica, lakota nation vs the united states, suzume, polite society, the eight mountains, mutt, riceboy sleeps, totally killer, influencer, infinity pool

And then, my honorable mentions list (or numbers 21-35)—I still REALLY loved all these, especially the ones in the top half, and wish they all could’ve fit in my top 20 but that’s not how numbers work:
Showing Up — streaming on paramount+ / showtime, hoopla, and on kanopy for me (might vary by library).
Reality — streaming on max.
Revoir Paris — streaming on prime, and on hoopla for me (might vary by library).
Priscilla — not streaming yet, but it’s supposed to be on max eventually.
Return to Seoul — streaming on prime.
Monica — streaming on amc+.
Lakota Nation vs. United States (I was terrible about watching documentaries in 2023, but I watched this one and it was excellent!) — streaming on amc+.
Suzume — streaming on crunchyroll.
Polite Society — streaming on prime.
The Eight Mountains — streaming on criterion.
Mutt — streaming on netflix.
Riceboy Sleeps — for rent.
Totally Killer — streaming on prime.
Influencer — streaming on amc+ and shudder.
Infinity Pool — streaming on hulu, and on kanopy for me (might vary by library).

To be honest, my honorable mentions were initially 13, ending with Totally Killer, but I wanted a nice clean grid so I forced 2 extras onto the end; I chose 2 horror movies that I liked because I was sad I had almost no horror on my entire list even though I love horror. Just not a good year for horror. Plenty that were fine or okay, just none that I really loved. Totally Killer was the only one I’d say I loved but that’s because of the fun time travel and 80s elements and stuff, not the actual horror of it. (It’s a wacky slasher that’s like “Murder Back to the Future” in the way that Happy Death Day is “Murder Groundhog Day” and Freaky is “Murder Freaky Friday”—so check it out if you like that kind of thing, which I do!) And honestly, I liked M3gan better than those last 2 I added, but I figured everyone knows that already so I wanted to choose ones people might not know or have seen. Influencer is really fun; Infinity Pool is definitely not for everyone but worth watching if you like horror!

spreadsheet of 172 movies listed with date watched, ranking, rating, and language if not english

That’s my list of all 172 movies I watched that were released in 2023, because I’m a spreadsheet nerd! I got that spreadsheet by downloading my data from Letterboxd and editing to be all the 2023 releases. In order to more easily keep track this year, throughout the year instead of just at the end, I plan to make a 2024 ranked list and add all the 2024 releases to the list as I watch them. So, 2023’s list was my 35 favorites; my 2024 list (no link yet because I haven’t watched any 2024 releases yet) will be ALL the 2024 releases I watched.

Letterboxd screenshot of Lee's year in film 2023: 472 diary entries, 47 reviews, 2 lists, 71 likes, 0 comments, 810.1 hours

And speaking of Letterboxd, here are my 2023 stats (everything I watched in 2023, so different from 2023 releases): 472 movies watched in 2023, including rewatches.

Letterboxd screenshot of genres, countries & languages (first highest are: drama, USA, English; second highest are: horror, UK, French) then theme & nanogenres (highest are terrifying, haunted, and supernatural horror, and eerie, bloody, horrifying) and breakdown which shows approx a quarter 2023 releases vs older, mostly first-time watches vs re-watches, and mostly not reviewed vs reviewed.

And those themes and nanogenres are fun! I think horror movies must have more overlapping nanogenres and themes, because I watched more drama than horror and yet almost all of those are horror, hah! I’m not constantly watching horror movies, I swear, letterboxd out here making its users look creepy af.

10 narrow vertical strips of movie posters, with poster colors going from red/orange on the left through to yellow, green, blue, and purple-pink at the right side

That’s it for 2023, glad I got this up while it’s still January at least! Maybe at the end of 2024 I’ll be able to do better about seeing everything I want to see in December and I’ll be able to finalize my list closer to the end of the year… it’s so hard though because so many possibly-good movies are released in theaters in December! And I’m usually only able to go to the theater once per weekend, so I can only see so many. Sigh. Anyway, let me know if you watch any of my favorites and what you think! Happy movie watching!